super sad

 Being sad is bad enough but being super sad is very upsetting and depressing as you really struggle to do anything and just want to spend the entire time in bed upset at something you can't disclose to your family. you just want to die because you feel your world is ending and you just can't be asked anymore. You just get really down and just feel the world is moving so slowly and you don't want to do anything anymore.

You might spend weeks or even months in bed, upset as you can't disclose your feelings to your family as they won't understand. You might even hurt yourself as you feel it might feel good and you get a little happiness from it. Depression is very dangerous and you should see a doctor if you are really feeling down as they can help you and try to explain why you are feeling that way. 

You have to find something thats makes you happy, like a video game or a type of food. It's quite hard finding something to get you off the depression but it is there and you can do it! thank you for reading tonight.